All the Best ! ! !

RESULT AA GAYA......Ye 3 Words, Hanstey Kheltey Insaan Ki  Ek Pal Mai Duniya Ujarr Saktey Hain.

Uptil now I had taken this message as a joke but now it seriously scares me out of my wits.Each year as the date for results approaches nearer, I start getting nightmares. And these nightmares perturb, intimidate, petrify and terrorize me like nothing else on the earth can. The content of the nightmares is more or less the same: a premonition about the results and its aftermath. sometimes the foreboding is about a subject, sometimes its about the result in toto. Nevertheless, it always eventually ends up with my detestation of such clairvoyance.

These marks are important. I can't begin to expound their significance or annotate the MOMENTOUS role that they'll play in deciding my path for the next four years. And I'd be a liar if I claim to be able to keep my cool. Owing to the brouhaha, furore and, without an iota of exaggeration, the pandemonium over marks, results, cut-offs, careers, et al., I am simply not able to remain composed, serene, pacified and the likes. 

In utter desperation, I seek solace in books, and resort to self-help literature. This desperate effort seems futile. The force of anxiety is overpoweringly indomitable, crippling and indefatigable. The book I read tells me to remain positive about everything that happens in life, explaining how each event in life has a lesson to teach or an experience to taste. But What about the neighbouhood aunties and uncles, who might try their best to exhaust my spirits by digging into my marks and scrutinizing them to find faults and lacunae??? They seem incorrigible.....

For a moment I wish to remain in oblivion. So while my conversations with my friends are interspersed with lamentations about the impending crisis, (arre, I'm talking about results), I keep myself unbroken despite spooky nightmares.

Many of my friends and batchmates have already started the countdown, even keeping track of hours and minutes.

This is exasperating, because in my case the countdown's not helping!!!!